The letter of a dying man

It's not in my nature to forgive and forget, although in the last couple of months I did...
My life has turned to a stop... and I am the one who is stopping it...
Why do you think I never left you alone?
Think I did that out of sympathy?
NO! I did it because I loved you...
I loved you and you betrayed me...
Now I'm leaving you alone...hope you suffer...cause I know I did...
I don't want to hurt my family , just you... and I know this is the only way...
I know you will not be hurt until I have passed on...because of you I am dead now... hopefully I go to a better place... where I can start over without all these problems and mistakes... where I can be a better man ... and where you and your hypocrisy don't exist...
I hope that you rot in hell for what you did...
And I hope I am the one that haunts you in your dreams when you sleep at night...

Now... when my demise is so close.. I see everything clearly..
I see all the things that you did against me and others like me... and I know that the man that holds you in his arms now, will suffer just like I did...
I pity all the fools that will ever love you...

I don't hate you... you don't deserve my hate... you don't even deserve this letter... but I'm writing it just the same... because I want you to know how much you hurt me... and I hope that it will haunt you to the end of your meaningless days.


With nothing,

Dead and buried Christian...